Tuesday, January 30, 2007

here i am!




In Slovakia at last! I just emerged from a high-powered steamy shower refreshed and squeaky clean after a sappingly exhillarating day in Trnava.

The Lufthansa flight to Frankfurt, Germany took off from the Atlanta airport at 4:30 PM Sunday. Seven hours later, I arrived in Frankfurt at 7:00 AM, German time. There, my beleagured group of scruffy Americans rested briefly on leather seats before embarking on a 40 minute flight to Munich. The sight of snow from the air bolstered our hopes for winter--but they were dashed upon our arrival in Bratislava, where the temperature registered at 40-some degrees.

The local missionaries with whom we will work during our stay greeted us as we emerged, exhausted and cranky, from garnering our luggage. They took us to the bus station, and we entered downtown Bratislava with such bleary-eyed torpor that we barely absorbed the sight of graffitti-clad buildings and people racing back and forth under the cloudy sky.

The train departed from Bratislava to Trnava carrying seventeen dirty, cantankerous Americans and their cumbersome luggage. In Trnava, our guide and interpreter led us on the last leg of the journey: a twenty minute walk in a light drizzle and bitter cold windchill to the Hotel Prestige.

We waited in the lobby for quite some time while the receptionist and Petra (our interpreter) scrambled around to locate the keys that would open our apartments. At last, Felty and I laid claim to our spacious apartment on the ground floor, flinging our luggage willy-nilly on the floor and regaining what shreds of energy lingered in our bones and muscles.

Before we had the oportunity to shower, the intention to eat dinner at the local McDonalds (what else?) turned us back out into the streets in a dingy parade of fatigued humanity. I indulged in a massive salad and a cup of non-sparkling water, and then sat staring dully ahead until someone began the motion to depart.

After a shower and indulging in some sleep-urged antics that I will never, ever record, I at last slept.

The following morning, we awoke early enough to prepare for our first cognizant outing into the city. Bo, the Covenant graduate-turned-missionary, led us on our fifteen-minute journey to downtown Trnva and the University cafeteria. There, we ordered turkey and potatoes and feasted.

Then we marched to The Building: the center of American missions in Trnava. It has a cozy, colorful Starbucks atmosphere: pillows, darkly grained woods, bright windows overlooking a rust red track, and artistically shaped lights that proffer intimate lighting. There, Petra prepared us for negative cultural experience we might encounter during our stay: pickpocketing gypsies being the largest among them.

Foreman turned us loose to wander the cobblestoned streets of our new town, and Felty and I embarked on a photography expedition. We drank in the sight of the ancient, ornate buildings and the profusion of graffitti splayed over them in the failing sunlight. When the moon emerged over the bulbous tip of a particularly decorative old cathedral, we determined to head home in the twilight--making a pitstop at the Billa, a supermarket where we purchased some groceries.

At last, we arrived back in our apartment, unloaded our groceries, and brewed some tea. I made coffee in the French Press I recieved courtesy of Jenn Whitbeck (bless her soul!). Swanson poked into our room, and we chatted and "cut up" under the pretense of diligent study for several hours. Then I showered, and plopped down to at last put the overwhelming experiences of the past few days into all-too-feeble words. But sufficient enough for my purposes: to evoke the memories that I will carry with me the rest of my life with some degree of clarity (and as a basis for my newsletters home).

I feel numb and joyful, grateful and overwhelmed all at the same time. It's a beautiful thing. And I cannot, cannot wait for classes to begin tomorrow morning!

"I am a prisoner of perception, a compulsory witness. They are too exciting." -Herzog

Thursday, January 18, 2007


I should be happy that I'm going to at last head off to Slovakia. Instead, a sense of lingering depression fills my soul whenever I contemplate leaving my favorite girl behind.
I'll miss you!

Monday, January 08, 2007

2007

"Unexpected intrusions of beauty. This is what life is." --Herzog, Saul Bellow

It snowed this morning. Although I have been in Michigan for almost three weeks now, this is the first snow I have witnessed. Beauty, intruding unexpectedly (if belatedly)...and made all the more appreciable in its fashionable reluctance. I sit now, crosslegged on my Oma's floral print sofa in her immaculate sitting room, facing the glass sliding doors. Sunshine now concentrates on melting away the snow, which evaporates in jagged patches to reveal damp earth.

Oma sits on her cushy gray armchair with some sewing, snipping, pinning, and needling with an abstract frown. Every once in a while she looks around with utter bewilderment, having lost her train of thought. Then, retrieving it, the frown returns as she sets back to work.

NPR chats about the weather from the Bose radio beside me. 36 degrees now in Grand Rapids, 35 in Holland. 2:00 pm...Hannah will drive back from her dramatic job at Mr. Burger shortly. Her boyfriend Steve drove back to his home in rural Ontario this morning.

I, unlike Oma, Hannah, and Steve, have done very little today. I awoke at 8:30, showered, and had a great deal of leftover holiday food. Then I finished reading Herzog, a gift from Jordan Kanavel (who is presumably back at Covenant now, preparing for classes to resume tomorrow). It was a thought-provoking, somewhat disturbing, self-important book. I enjoyed it, but feel that I do not entirely understand its message. After puzzling it over mentally, I'll probably return to it and review. I also want to brush up on Reading Lolita in Tehran, because it mentions Herzog.

It doesn't feel like a new year. Although I formulated the routine list of resolutions, my heart is not in it. I am self-indulgent, and this life of exhausted indolence does not suit me...I tend to grow fat and sluggish. I need to keep my mind and body sharp.

Anyway, I'd better log off. Hannah will be here soon, and I have a letter to write.

Let us be grateful for receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, and thus let us offer to God acceptable worhip, with reverence and awe, for our God is a consuming fire... (Hebrews 12:28,29)

To Mom

Who would have thought, when years had passed,  and you had left this world for good, I'd find such comfort remembering the way it felt ...