Tuesday, August 27, 2019

Embryo

You are trained to look ahead:
Picture bright eyes blinking morning light,
The body soft and warm against your own.

When was the last time you thought of your self
Before you were a ‘he’ or ‘she’
Before your body looked like what you see when you think “Human”,
When you lived cocooned within your mother?

They are everywhere in summertime:
Otherworldly larval things, tadpoles, caterpillars.
You, too, were once as foreign to yourself as they will be.

Now it lives inside of you: a sexless grub-like embryo
that twitches and pulses.
Its body is not like what you see when you think “Human”
But your body, too, once twitched and pulsed,
A sexless, grub-like embryo

Cocooned within your mother as it is cocooned within you.

To Mom

Who would have thought, when years had passed,  and you had left this world for good, I'd find such comfort remembering the way it felt ...